Thursday, 23 August 2012

Harder to breathe

hey guys. Currently very pleased because my hits are going up again. I know I've always gave out parades of excuses including eating, studying, tuition, exams, extra classes, holidays, no time, boring, slow internet, nothing to blog about, lazy, want to sleep, tumblrin', growing older, breathing, too ugly, bad haircut, on the way to the obese road, thinking about pure random stuff, laughing my ass off at youtube videos, torturing myself watching ANTM, drooling over chuck bass, stalking nathan's life, yeah I was pretty busy. But then, apart from doing all those important things, I realized I must update my blog. One of my new year resolutions was to never ever abandon my blog, so I shall not. Anyways, I was thinking of renovating my blog. Yes I know I just changed it 2 months ago. But 2 months is a pretty long time. And you readers are probably getting fed up with my simple and dull-looking blog. So, I may give it a little makeover but be patient, please don't get all ew, what happened to her blog? so fucking ugly now. amature. if you suddenly notice the unbalanced layout/widths or any messed up fonts that suddenly pop up and me being the amature not knowing how to fix it. Yes, I am not afraid to admit that I'm not the best at blogging and my posts may bore you. But, please bear with me.

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now, let me dedicate this part of this post to Cikgu Amer, my class teacher, who passed away last night. It's not clear why he passed away because it's the holidays and we do not know such stuff just yet, especially something that happened just last night. I did not know about this until this afternoon. I blame myself for not being on facebook or twitter as often as I used to. Sabrina called me in the afternoon and broke the news to me. At first I was all like 'sab, don't fuck with my brain right now ok, this is not some joke right?' And then on second thought, I know Sabrina very well, I've known her for almost 6 years now, she would never joke about something like that, something so important. I was so shocked I couldn't believe it, just last week he was healthy and all smiles! When I went on Twitter, my whole timeline was filled with R.I.Ps' from all the SMKBU3 pupils. Cikgu Amer, may you rest in peace. You've been a great class teacher and art teacher. You're the most caring, most sensible teacher in BU3 in fact! This school will be different without your presence. I will miss you forever asking me to speak more in Bahasa Melayu, and me forever asking you for higher marks in my art exams. Thank you for being such a kind teacher to all of us. Sorry if we made you mad by being the noisiest class ever or for not doing our homework all the time. I'll miss you coming to our class every morning taking attendance and coming in and copying all the art notes on the board. I'll miss your caring heart, always asking me if I'm fine. I know he has touched many hearts, too. Rest in peace Cikgu! I only hope that his wife and kids stay strong.


Love,
Pris

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